Dear people, is it so difficult to let people fix their problems on their own if they don’t ask for help? Because most of the time it doesn’t end well, and it will not end well this time if you will keep invading. Really, if you want to help - let people fix their problems on their own, because they’re adult people and they CAN manage it on their own. And it’s actually the best way to solve problem - if people will do it on their own. If something is not alright, it’s not your business. It’s not right thing to ask about. It’s only these people’s business. If you’re trying to help in this way - then no, it’s not good idea, because you’re making it only worse, and it’s not right to try help people to fix it, because there is another variant - that they already fixed everything. Just please, if you don’t want to make things worse, don’t invade. I will be very thankfull for that. I’m not invading if something happening between you, so if at least it means something for you - don’t invade too. We all are adult people and we all can solve problems between each other. And it’s not something interesting. Be nice to me, to other people and to each other, please.
I really had problems with study, and day after tomorrow I need to pass last exam. Still, even with it, I need to make course work and report about my summer practic. I made few mistakes and I wanted to give up with people, but I think I’m not ready yet, because there is too much to loose if I will just give up. I know that for last half of year and even last few days I did a lot of strange and bad things. Yes, I deleted another blog, because… Well, I’m really not proud of myself, but I was procractinating and doing nothing for such long time that I had big problems with study. I never had such problems before, and I found myself wanting nothing and having no will power to go through troubles to my goals and giving up too frequently. And today I was reminded about these problems. Procrastinating is very dangerous trail and I want to do everything to go from it as quick as possible. I’m really worried because of that, and I was stressing the whole summer because of that, and even if things I did seems to be stupid or too radical, they can help me to solve this problem. If you still need some posts, you can find it on your own blogs. Study is starting less than week later, and I’m not gonna fail it and have all these problems AGAIN. Thanks, but NO. I will be rarely on the Internet, because I need to concentrate on work, but if someone really will want to find me or need something from me, he can leave message in my inbox. I will update this blog and maybe even draw something, if I will have time for that, but actually, I want to improve drawing in my free time too, because, to be completely honest, I’m not happy at all about my drawing skills right in the moment. So… Yeah, yeah, just like always - big plans and nothing done yet. I have no big illusions about it, but at least I will try. My mom working really hard and I barely can remember moments when she is relaxed or having rest. So… Why can’t I be like her or at least try to help her?